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Originally Posted by thesnowqueen
Sorry - only just saw your response  I'm not sure if you have seen him yet but I think he would see it to your credit that you were telling him about it. Nothing might have 'happened' that lead you to do it, but there would have been thoughts and ideas that preceded the self harm that should be examined. After all, we don't do everything we 'can' do so there is a reason you decided to do that - even THOUGH you strongly believe in keeping your word. |
Thx snowqueen. I guess you're right. I saw him yesterday but haven't told him yet. I have a really hard time bringing the topic up in general. Maybe I'll try next time I see him. Or he'll realise it himself, I can barly move my hand now because everything is swollen, lol. We'll see.
He asked me to extend my promise for 3 more months (had promised for 4 weeks before) and I just said yes, without further discussing it. He used to make me promise when he went on vacation, what made sense to me. But those 4 weeks and now 3 more months just seem cruel to me
He should know that I can never do that.
I'm sorry, I'm venting.
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