Been starting to worry I might be crashing. Energy's dropping (still functional, but it feels like the brakes are on) and things are pulling me down more than they should be. The issues I struggle with are starting to reappear. When I'm "up", they just don't bother me the same way. It's all just somehow easier to handle. But they're managing to sneak onto center stage too often again. Within minutes of waking up, tears surged. But I pushed past, blew off the impulse to just go back to sleep and made tea.

I don't know for sure. There's a situational thing that's wearing on me -- yet the same thing was going on before. But it was bringing on more an eye roll response, not palpable sadness. And the feeling it will never get better.

I've got an enormous to do list worked up from the hypo and am determined to work on it. Hopefully this is just a wobble, because I was really getting into being like a relatively normal person.