Hello x.euphoric.x: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.

We here on PC cannot diagnose you. This is a job for a mental health professional. Our purpose here is to provide one another with support as well as to share information & experiences. I can certainly relate to what you wrote though. Although I am married, I otherwise keep to myself... no extended family nor any friends or even acquaintances really. I am an older person though. So I think that makes being solitary more appealing than it would be to most young people. I've always been a sensitive to any kind of criticism or perceived embarrassment too. I'm sure you will find others, here on PC, who will be able to relate as well.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!