I'm aCSA survivor but from a leader of a large cult. I was not a member I worked for him I was his first of many but younger kids in his cult. The worst thing of it all I just found out about 2 years ago and if I had said something back when it happened to me the other kids would have been saved. I can't trust anyone in authority, police, doctors as my trust was stolen. What gets me is hearing about the convicted on the news brings back the memories. I hope you can climb high enough to get over the wall there is light over there I've seen it ��