(((((((((((Lexicon)))))))))))
I am so sorry for your losses
This is my 2nd Christmas without my Mom (she passed away Dec 27/02)...not a day goes by that I don't think of her....somedays the pain is just as bad now as it was then. It never goes away but I find that talking to her as I can feel her with me does help some. I understand how you feel.
I also lost several members of my family this year and my son's great grandmother a couple of days ago...it's tough and my heart goes out to you too.
Know that you are not alone in your grief and we are all here for you.