Well, I'll just keep on talking...

Today was a hard day for me. It started off fine. Then my mom said she was having dinner with a friend and that sent me into a tailspin. I realized how lonely and miserable I was for having no social life and no friends. So, I sat on the stairs for a good hour, staring into a cup of water as I cried. I obviously couldn't just invite myself to dinner with my mom and her friend, but I wanted to do things too. However, I just kept to myself for the better part of the next few hours, crying on and off. Mom even asked if I was okay, and not wanting to be the prima donna I always am, I said I was fine.

Finally, Mom said she'd drop me off at the mall on the way to her dinner so I could watch a movie. I guess she felt bad for me or something. Before I left, I made sure to watch some really cute kitten and puppy videos to make myself feel better and not look like a sobbing mess at the mall. When I got there, I chose to have some Burger King at the food court before the movie as I was really hungry and didn't want to buy the expensive movie theater snacks, and then off I went to watch "The Great Wall". It was surprisingly good, though not exactly historically accurate, what with the monsters and all. Also, there was a group of teenagers who kept being incredibly loud near the movie theater exit, where you dump your trash before you leave. It was kind of distracting, and they drew some nasty looks and whatnot from the rest of us in the theater. Eventually they either settled down or left, I didn't care to find out, and I watched the rest of the movie in peace.

Now, I'm just sitting here, on my bed, drinking another wine cooler and though I sort of enjoyed myself, I couldn't help but feel kind of lonely still. I really wanted someone to spend the evening with.