I now have zero trust for any authority, drs police etc it takes a lot of time to trust. I'm lucky to have a caring wife & family even though they didn't know till a couple of years back I kept it all covered up.it all came out when I tried to end it all. Does help to talk, it's easy for me to open up here but still haven't found any one to trust enough to talk to councillor wise seen a few but can't talk to them.