Just woke up recovering from a really vivid dream where I was using.
It started with me withdrawing, then the usual hassle of scoring onto the using part, where something inevitably goes wrong, or I wake up.
It's so bloody real though.
I can handle cravings and stuff when I am conscious, because I can do things to distract or self soothe. But in my sleep?!
There's nothing I can do, and I wake up feeling really bad.
Anyone else experienced this?
What did you do?
Eugh, can I restart my day please.