yes and no.
I have a thing where I'm scared of dying suddenly
like: walking across the room, suddenly drop down dead.
reach out to grab something, suddenly drop down dead
listen to something, and that will be the last thing ever
so in a way, yes
though I'm not actually scared of death itself.
it's something i've thought about, and it's something that happens to all of us
yes, 1 day when we don't have what we enjoy, it will be scary (in my case, music), but I like to think of the circle of life (call me weird, but it's true!)
you end your time in the circle of life, but the world continues (I must say, the thought of the world continuing after i'm gone is a scary thought), not because i'm important or anything, but because I've always been bad with endings and stuff. I find it hard to imagine places or what ever continue regardless of if i'm their or not.
I also believe in a life after death though. I don't believe you just crumble away
death.. difficult subject, and so complex
but their are some of my thoughts
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