I been addicted to something for 24 years. ,first uppers, then drink, now heroine.
But it's the bloody methadone that facilitates these vivid dreams. Or rather the withdrawal from it.

It's so vivid I can smell the gear. And it's just makes me frustrated and I cannot shake that "so close,but not quite feeling."

Thank you for reminding me I am not alone pflower, cos it feels like it at times.