He just doesn't know how to do it and keeps repeting he wants to talk with me and not only giving me meds (he is both my psychiatrist and therapist).

I was neglect and abuse since I was born, never attached to my parents or anyone. Never had a friend, I am more like a wild animal than a human.

What can I do to help him to understand my situation? Is there any paper, book, whatever?

Note: I can't have another therapist, I tried thorugh a referral and It didn't work. He is the only psychotherapist available in my area through the public health system.