Yes, I think that would help a lot, but I can't even learn to trust myself. I've f***ed up so many times with medications that I don't think I could ever get my pdoc to trust me again. (I must've f***ed up 10-15 times.) I mean, I literally don't get refills on my meds anymore. I used to before, but not anymore. And the only way to get them is to visit in person. On the phone it's not happening.