We saw a therapist once after months of financial arrangements and applications....to have an Other declared and thought that there was nothing wrong with him and monopolized the entire session with a dismayed therapist that thought we were waisting both hers and our time.

I guess this was a way our system keeps our secret.

As far as processing.....we can't, won't, and don't. Sometimes it seems when we go there....things just don't go well and the pain is worse then I can remember so much that we dissociate and fall apart.

I'm scared.