I have trouble holding onto the loving feelings T says she has for me. I feel good for a while but then something happens. I seem to be continually at the preverbal stage where I need constant reminders and attention. I felt great after my session but T not answering my email put a damper on that. I know she hasn't changed but something feels off. I can't ever have that unconditional love again, I guess. Do others have problems internalizing your T's love and caring?