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Old Feb 19, 2017, 02:41 PM
rukspc rukspc is offline
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When I think about him, I think about high school and how badly I wanted to fit in with the popular, cool crowd. These are the people who have a lot of money, yet worked hard. They were labeled the 'rich white' kids. Their parents are career-driven, successful and educated. I find myself wanting that still today at 27 years old. It is strange to hear and I've come to accept it in my mind but I haven't told anyone except you all. I think I'm obsessed with those people that I can't be. These people have something that I want, but I don't know what it is. Basically, all my life I wanted to be in the same class and social circle. I want to be accepted by these people by being 'equal' to them in some way either socially or economically so I pursued higher education and now my MA. But I know I won't be physically equal since I am part Asian.

Sigh..

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