Rainbow, I struggle with this. I often journal about a good feeling and hoping I can hold onto it. Or some how tap back into it in a time of need. I'm not there yet. I do feel lots of things shifting for me in my relationship with my t and maybe part of that is learning these things.

Thank you, Satsuma and Luce for your comments. I am glad to hear that this is something that can be learnt as well as another way to look at it.

Lolagrace - I too see my t in my life for the rest of my life in some form or another. And yes, I hope to learn how to translate the ability to other relationships, I think learning to have it with t is the safest place to learn it.