Having a bit of a dissociative time, I have one and a half days to write six essays -

(I know that's not even doable under the best of circumstances, right? but what can ya do - that's what needs to be done?)

- but am dissociating all over the place, lots of little kid parts switching in and out and I'm not sure why. Keep coming back to find me in the midst of little kid things so all I can do is try to get back on track. But keep slipping out over and over again.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

Have to have these essays finished, final exam and tick off for work completion in two days.

At this rate it just aint gonna be done.