As of tomorrow I'll have 1 week until I see T, unless she isn't doing good ( I pray she is well) and she said she'd call and reschedule. Being out 2 weeks is one thing but having surgery is another, I"m scared shitless, I appreciate all the posts I've made of ppl telling me she's fine, it really helps ( thats why im posting again)...I'm just so dang scared,...I"m not doing well mentally at the moment and any thought of T not doing weell makes me cringe.....................Pray for her and me....as I will for you all!!! I hope I can survive in my mind....

Love

Dustin