You haven't exhausted all options. You have that therapy appointment coming up and maybe that will help. Maybe your therapist can reach your pdoc or pull strings to get you IP.

It can and will get better. It may mean making a trip to that hospital several hours away. But honestly, as much that is a pain, I do that every time I'm IP and every time I see my pdoc; there's nobody good closer so I travel. It's not fun but it's what I have to do.

I know it seems totally out of control right now. But it can improve. A year ago I didn't know if I was going to make it to the next hour (sometimes minute) but eventually (after many months) everything came together and I got on a med that has me relatively stable. I didn't believe that was possible but it happened.

It can for you too.