It was a beautiful day and drive.
I did it by myself!! I don't like it. I was out of my element. That place is like another country to me. I don't really have words to explain it.
Right now I feel like I have to do what I did today to stay with where I feel safe. If I don't, I have to start over with someone else and I can't see that.
I'm screwed.
Somebody please tell me it's going to be ok.
I don't have words.
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning
"Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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