(Trigger )So freaked out about a message i sent to my caseworker. i need to self harm.i need to so bad.ugh.i don't like cutting.i will have to figure this out. Hopefully she wont be here till tuesday.But my mother is sleeping in the living room.[emoji20] why me?dont suggest a hospital or er visit please. I don't like that place it changes me and makes me nuts.i am not that person except there.so dont say it.