(((((LMO))))))

Bless your little heart. You are right, and even as we speak I am brainstorming ways to get out of this awful situation so that I don't have to deal with him right now.

There is not much I can do RIGHT NOW, however the next little while I am slowly going to start moving things out of here and into a friends place I think, in preparation of moving out. I will financially be able to be on my own Feb 1st, so that is the date I am shooting for for finding my own place. That leaves me just two months to worry about rent wise here, and if I start moving my stuff in a few weeks like I plan to, then if something goes awry next month at least I will be prepared.

(((((LMO)))))) again thank you for your support. When I get a little further down the road I WILL pick your brain for ideas too.

I need to live on my own, with my baby and my kitties. I need to come to the understanding that this is not going to change, and no matter how much I parent him its not going to change him either. Part of me is afraid that if I leave I will never see him again and neither will his child.. he is that type of person. No sense of responsibility. I mean, I am no poster child for being responsible sometimes but at least I ensure my needs are met before being irresponsible.