Yagr, I think this is a positive sign, not something to be ashamed about.

It takes a while to find everyone. I bring things in to therapy that are unlike anything else we bring in that a certain one likes to make and my therapist asks, who did this, it's not X's is it? And I say no, it's not hers at all, but I don't know who made it. And so, it's sometimes just evidence and then we wait until more can be learned.

It's all good. They have always been there--hiding, rather than me just choosing not to see them. And now they can be known.