For some reason it really stuc with me, who turns around and says your bf is only using you for sex as you have no personality.
Since I'm pondering down these lines, I remember telling my boyfriend that I wanted to write a book because believe me I had a really really bad psychotic breakdown it was EPIC. He turned around and bluntly said "well you can have a hobby but there's no way you will get published, what makes you think your so special"
what makes you think your so special? you don't tell someone you love this. you believe in them, I'm thinking he was speaking from the limitations of his own capabilities

I trained with the British Olympic team for a while. I have been called talented. But my illness fu***d up my life. There was no one there who was willing to wade into the storm and rescue me, but some people stuck their neck out for me when it fitted them