Hey usrname- thanks. I don't know for sure if I am bp. But I do know I do dumb **** like this sometimes. I can be impulsive, and I seem to always remember the good part about something but not the bad after effects. I am actually pretty good most of/some of the time at ignoring these self destructive feelings and being responsible. But sometimes I just don't care.

As for the drinking, thanks for the concern, but I almost never drink. Because I know that I enjoy it a little too much. I used to binge drink in college a lot but now a days that is a rareity for me. But even if it's not often, I know it was a few too many and I shouldn't be doIng that.
Anyway, have a good night.