This is why I try my best to think of my T as a professional. Then I actually value everything she does for me. I mean, would my dentist or doctor give me a transitional object? Allow emails? In your case, say she loves you?

You expect way too much of your T. You've put her too high on a pedestal, expecting perfection, so of course she's going to fail you. Do you want her to fail you? To be like everyone else? Or do you think it's time to accept your T for who she is, flaws and all. She does accept you flaws and all...