I sure hope so. I got my fingers crossed for you and im pullin for you. I know you can do it.

I gotta understand and analyze things to. Im a over thinker even when i dont wanna be or try to be. I guess its just who or what i am. It helps me feel better about stuff if i can use my people brain and not my lizard brain. Lol. Somebody else in my system he says im a control freak and thats how come i think and think about stuff. I dont know about that tho cuz i like to think about things so i can understand them and know whats what. I think about it like well if i was a caveman and all a sudden i show up now in this time and im in a grocery store well im sure gonna freak out cuz i dont know or understand nothin about the year 2017. Nope. Lol. But bein that im a person who lives in this time well i dont think nothin of a box of frosted flakes on a shelf and people with carts cuz i know how all that food in boxes and stuff on wheels works. I got understandin. I d better not bein scared of things if i understand how they work. I gotta do the understandin thing to make big steps.

NiKKi