Its gotta be hard to not be thinkin bout what it is when you missin time n not knowin what happened. That n one time feelin one way and another feelin somethin all diffrent. Its hard when you doin 180s in your head.

I sure dont know if its you or some diffrent you or what and i know how its hard to be nice to yourself cuz im not real good at bein nice to me but i do better with bein nice to other people. I think i dont deserve nice so i get mean to myself sometimes. Im sayin that cuz you was sayin how maybe if you got other ones then maybe you shouldnt get angry but treat them diffrent. Thats important to me cuz even tho i got did n other peole in my head with me i know they still me so when im bein nice to them im actually bein nice to me and boy oh boy does that make my head spin but its the truth and i know that. So for me part of bein nice to them is bein nice to me even tho its not my nature to do that. Its hard work bein nice to yourself for me. I dont know if im makin any sense. I guess whats important is i think you deserve lots of nice to you no matter if there are other ones or not. You deserve that no matter if theres one you or lots of you.

NiKKi