That's what I feel like a freak. I also feel like a baby who has been abandoned . because I feel like I can't do anything for myself right now but nobody is wanting to help me. I also feel angry that nobody knows what pain I am in even though I haven't told them. I am also angry that people have expectations of me that I am too unwell to fulfill . I am mad that they don't understand BPD even though I don't understand it myself anymore . I guess I would call myself a low functioning BPD sufferer. To others I must just look lazy and pathetic. I'm hungry rn but not able to function to wash dishes or cook. So I guess I won't eat to day.