I'm very stressed these days between work, home, etc.. It's tearing me apart. And yet, I've managed to keep it all together... somehow.

Despite all the stress, I look composed, very much composed. No disheveled look, have very calm speech, and don't appear anxious. You wouldn't suspect a thing.

So, what's the problem? All this stress leads to sui ideation. I'm not depressed, not at all, but actually irritated by all the stressors. I want the stressors to magically disappear. But since I know that won't happen (at least not anytime soon), I struggle. I have more responsibilities than I deserve.

I'm not sure what to say, really, since I this post is mostly me venting. However, it would be nice to know if anyone else has felt this way before (stress leading to sui ideation), and how did you cope?