want to be anonymous
invisible to all
my heart and soul yearn for peace
Under a rock I crawl.
dark and wet and silent
I lie here all my days
just thinking about nothing
until I fade away.
cant function here anymore
all is lost I fear
cant stop the guilt or sadness
cant stop the flow of tears.
no way to live no way to die
the middle I will stay
pushing all the loved ones
far far away.
can you die from misery
from hopelessness, despair?
If so take this useless life
discard it anywhere.
I dont want to feel, dont want to cry
Just need to be left alone
let me rot into the ground
from underneath my stone.

j