I did some research on this doctor, based on some ramblings she was talking about regarding her "Responsibility to the Taxpayers" when I was talking about anxiety and having been on Klonopin for more than 20 years, she said to me they don't prescribe Narcotics that they like to go with "Natural" methods. I googled some of the stuff I could remember once I got my head somewhat together and I found this:

Ruth Netscher: Whistleblower Claims UT-Health Science Center Used Mental-Health Patients As Guinea Pigs | Houston Press

I originally thought she was FOR the patients on this, what she was saying to me before I looked this up, it made no sense why she was trying to justify her actions, I am beginning to feel its the Policy of the facility she works for a well. I don't like calling people out by their name, but this is on a very well known local news provider, I thought I'd share it, feel free to remove is this violates any rules here.

Edit: The so called Unlawful activities that was mentioned from what she told me and she spoke and spoke about the topic to me for what ever reason, she said the place she worked for previously was over billing Medicaid, to where I was wondering where I fit in all this, she was a mess and I was wondering why she was telling me all this..