I was struggling earlier with what I wanted romance wise. Then I figured it all out. I know now that I want the serious relationship without all that lead up to it nonsense. I don't want to go on countless first dates. I just want the games to be over with. Some say the chase is half the fun, well I call it bullshyte time wasting nonsense.

You see, I feel that my patience has run too thin to go out again and again and again and again and again and again, all first dates, all last dates, with nothing to show for it. No. Never again.

Is there such a thing as a relationship without all that fluffed up pre-relationship time waster stuff? Is there even a way to get that all off the table and just be serious right off the bat?