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Old Feb 22, 2017, 09:06 AM
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Thank you. That made me smile and i needed that this mornin.

Yesterday was rough but we did good i think. Nobody got so mad they acted up or nothin n nobody got so sad they well i dunno maybe i was the only one who got real sad. I didnt do nothin bad when i got sad. I drew some pictures and put some words i was thinkin on them. It was hard for me to not go runnin around tryin to do stuff so id stop with my bein sad and mad. Its not easy for me to say its ok for me to be sad and mad. I tried to let myself be them things n say it was ok for me to do that. That was hard to do.

So one big thing i been thinkin bout is how the one teenage thing that hapened its not what happen that got me all worked up. Its what somebody say to us after that happen that got me all worked up. It hurt my feelings. That one boy who said that to us well he hurt my feelings. I know that sound silly to be sayin but its important and big to me. Lots of us been takin pride in knowin couldnt nobody hurt us and actin all invincible and super hero tough about feelin nothin good or bad from other people. But i know better. I know other peole do got the power to hurt my feelings. That boy hurt my feelings he was our friend and he said really mean things after somethin bad happened to us. He made me feel like i was nothin less then dirt not a people nothin. Im breakin lots of old rules we made for us by sayin that and its hard to say it but its true and its ok now to break that old rule. Ok thats all i got to say about that right now. Thanks for listenin to me.

NiKKi
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(dx list: DID/PTSD, ASD, GAD, OCD, LMNOP)