he just knows me so well that's all.....I'm not disrespecting anyone elses support in any way shape or form....I love so many here. Those of you who were here a year ago know Cajun and I talked a lot about stuff and cos we're the same age we were e.twins lol. I know he's busy with stuff, just sometimes you need that understanding, he helped me a lot, like you all do. Just miss him that's all....we did speak last night in chat for the first time in ages so......thanks caj, you helped a little, but it meant a lot.

jin x

I even feel guilty now because I have other fantastic friends here and I dont want to hurt anyone.

sorry xxxxx