I do not know how to help with this, but I wanted to post and say that I am sorry that you had to go through this. That should not happen to anyone, and to come from two people who are very close to you makes the whole situation worse. I have intense dreams to where what I am dreaming feels like real life, and for you to have those kinds of dreams and they may feel so real, is horrible. I empathize with you. I hope these feelings, and dreams get better!