((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((ErinBear))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are still struggling. I know this has been hard for you. I hope you don't give up as this is such an important thing for you right now. I don't know what the answer is other than to keep looking. Sometimes the "right" one is just around the corner. It is hard going through counselors as it can be discouraging. I hope the next one is the right fit.
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