I did a silly thing this morning. I drove by T's house at my regular appt time to see if he had a client's car in the driveway. He lives 1/2 he from me but I had been just down the road from him working in a project for school with a local organization. I schedule my days there on the same day as therapy so I save gas. So as I left the organization, it's like I was possessed and drove toward his place instead of toward my home. And yes, there was a car there. I think part of me felt so upset that I had wanted to find his driveway empty, so I could accuse him of not wanting to see me, and fabricating the story of having given away my spot... and then I could quit therapy. Sounds dramatic, I know, but this is my inner 6 year old.

Anyway, he ended up scheduling me for 2pm phone call (I was on my college campus). I was a little annoyed and hate phone sessions but sometimes I have no choice. This time I was annoyed because it's supposed to be a 55 min session, but he called 5 min late, had to call me back part way through because CPS called for him, so I lost 5 min there. Then he ended at 50 min. So it was really more like 40 min vs normal 55. Since he is normally pretty punctual I let it slide. I'm seeing him again Friday and am mulling over whether I should tell him about driving by his house. He'd probably take it in stride but it is slightly stalkerish so I might just not say anything.

I really appreciate all your replies. I still don't know 100% how I feel, but I do know that I'm not blameless in this, and that he's worth keeping as a T, even through stuff like this. His actions may have been passive aggressive, or spiteful, but I'm more inclined to think it's my younger parts feeling that about him. Now that I've calmed down I feel differently.

I'll talk with him about this Friday. I didn't want to address it too much over the phone, because there were other pressing issues.

Thanks for the support