I'm so sorry.....
this may trigger some-- please be cautious........





dark shadow so so close.......... she couldn't hold on anymore......... she's gone- too young...... had a cute little boy- he just turned two, a house with dogs, cats and even a rabbit...... nothing matters now..........

am I like her? can I keep from following in her footsteps............ maybe she felt as though she couldn't take anymore,...... like me.........

my T. once told me I am one of those "lose-lose situations"...... am I? will I always lose or anyone that comes around me will lose??

hope you'll understand-- not trying to upset anyone.

things just feel so so heavy....

mandy