Thank you!! It's a lot to process. It was going through my mind and I decided to put it here. After I posted it, it kind of grew in my mind. It's a lot to try and take in.

There are fragments from my crib, when I was so very young. I was split at such a very young age.

Was there ever really a "me" or am I creating that now?

If the fragments are from so young - there was not a me even then. There was an "us" even then.

This is confusing and disturbing the chameleon inside of me.

There is no "me" until I find all of "is" and collect them into "me". ?

Is that logical?

What is a neurosis?