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Originally Posted by Raindropvampire
You explained it very well. I'm sorry you are in such a hellish spot right now. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself?
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Currently, I'm writing on a story. I'm having trouble concentrating on it. I keep going between that and writing lyrics. I've been blasting music in my ears to distract myself from any possible hallucinations. She keeps telling me that it's time to go since I fulfilled my promise. It's time I did it.
Why do I have to do it? Why do I have to die if I want to live? It doesn't make any sense.