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As a side note, if my husband treated me horribly, I just don't think that I would sacrifice myself to have sex with him. No Way, No How. To do so would make me feel like I was sacrificing myself just to please him when he is only interested in me when he wants sex. This is just me.


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Exactly...this is what it has become. Before I didn't care enough about myself to realize it was me sacrificing myself. Now that I have changed and grown I'm beginning to care about my fair end as well.

I talked to a neighbor I had never spoken too before last night. She's a bit older and somewhere in our conversation said "if you're married and have problems then attempt to solve them, if he doesn't pull his end of resolution..then get out, it's not worth it." She was high off pills and sounded like a nut job, but she had a really good point. It felt like she hit home.