Thread: Who is "Me"
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Old Feb 23, 2017, 03:00 PM
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Originally Posted by ReptileInYourHead View Post
Trailrunner, do you think you have 'multiple personalities'? Though I don't think it is referred to as that anymore, disasociative personality disorder is the current term I think? Sorry if I messed that up.
It's when there are 'others' that may sometimes take control of your mental function, often creating 'lost time'.
Do you feel this applies to you trailrunner?
Split personality disorder is yet another thing, it's when your personality represses normal emotions or behaviours (usually at a young age) and effectively locks them away. It's a coping mechanism, life doesn't seem so terrible if, let's say, your real opinion of your abusive mother is hidden from your conscious thought.
So, in order to find 'you' you must find all those locked away bits and reincorporate them.
That is something my therapist and I are working on.
I'm not really sure "what" I am. It overwhelms me to try and figure that out. A diagnosis is really not concerning to me. My mind has picked at it, but "what would that change" is what has been decided.

My counselor and I are working in much the same direction as you and your therapist are, locating all the bits and pieces that were shattered and showing them safety.
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