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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
wow
a "very good day" would be something i'd like
feels so long I can't actually remember what it feels like
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For me, a real good day does not happen very often. When a real good day happens, it's just unbelievable for me. I feel like I don't deserve it. I've gotten a lot of surprises that blind-side me and they are not pleasant. Bad days are painful for me, but when I have them, it makes me feel that I'm alive. I know that sounds weird. I am hard on myself; and I can forget the great things I've accomplished while believing a remark when someone puts me down.
Sure enough, after Tuesday, the days have not been as good. But not bad either. Today I got snarled at work because I didn't do something that I should have done. It ruined my day.
As far as feeling good with a storm (from another post), I feel very much the same way. Where I live, we have had a lot of rain. It's an area where it does not get much rain. I was very happy when it was raining. And I get depressed a whole lot when spring and summer comes when it's sunny everyday.