Hello whisperingskye: No, you don't have to live through whatever "this" is again. And you're correct, I believe. There is no point to any of it. But if we choose to do so, we can work with that. We can learn to be comfortable with uncertainty. In fact, we can use that sense of groundlessness, of no place to rest, no sanctuary to achieve deep abiding peace within. That feeling you have that there's no point to anything can be, in fact, your wealth... if you choose to cash in on it...