I have been thinking a lot about the way i behave and how i tend to get in very dangerous situations so easily and how im impulsive and i just thought. Facebook is not a good thing for me because i tend to not have control over my actions. So i did the healthiest thing i decided to deactivate it because it's more self destructive then a positive thing for me. I also noticed how my anxiety is a lot lower. I wonder why i didn't do this earlier... The truth is i need hobbies that are healthy and constructive for me and talking to every random guy and creep is definitely not a healthy or a constructive hobby for me. I need normal hobbies like swimming, scuba diving etc. I need to find friends my age most importantly healthy good friendships. I know once i find these hobbies and get work and socialise with people. All of my depression and anxiety. I finally might be able to sleep because i wont be worried about my self destructive behaviours. I know that doing this is a big step forward and in the right direction. Im glad i dont have to worry about randoms sending me there **** pics anymore. I also know i deserve better for myself and talking to the worse is not going to attract me the best. I also have to become better in myself. That means focusing on tafe and stop letting the small things and big things people do affect me anymore.