I've... Oddly been okay for the past couple of months? Not happy, not depressed, just ok. Which is rare in itself, lol.

But today everything just came tumbling down. I'm alone, I'm bored, I have absolutely NOTHING to do which feeds my depression even more. No friends to hang out with, no job, nothing. So what do I do?

I start overthinking, as one does.

Now I'm just thinking I should end it because I'm 28, transgender (with no hope of being able to afford transitioning lol), completely and utterly unemployable because I can't even stick with 12 months of art studies...

I just... Really want to be dead right now? I'm not going to bother with hotlines or the ED because they're completely useless.

I just don't know what to do.