Up, hyper, hyper-sensitive, insecure, feel unloved by boyfriend and he's done nothing wrong. T

Then start crying. Feel like the devil is getting a hold on me.

Want to explode into pieces and put myself together again and be alright

I just can't seem to have an ordinary effing stable emotional non neurotic day-why this bp, meds help only 50pct. I mean do they even help at all I wonder.

Thoughts on top of thoughts on top of songs, poems, anxious, never know what is wrong but it is a battered life, I feel all alone, I need to cry for no reason like a storm