I've been keeping my apartment clean and my date went well. We have been connecting through facebook and messages. She seems like a nice lady and I've really enjoyed getting to know her and keeping in contact with her. We had a nice dinner out last night and spent time alone in my apartment. I feel comfortable with her and she is comfortable with me. I'll see my psychiatrist next Monday and I look forward to lowering my risperdone another bit. I feel I have the supports, skills and routines in place to be successful doing this. I have a history of disorganized thoughts, but it hasn't been a problem for a long time. If my thoughts become slightly disorganized, at least I have my routines to help me slide through till I can get some clarity using coping skills.