Hello mmiikkeeyy: I'm sorry I don't think there is any advice I can offer you with regard to this. But I wanted to at least leave a note letting you know I read your post. I've read a number of posts, over the time I've been here on PC, written by members who had diaper fetishes. So I know it can be of real concern & difficult to resolve. I'm not a mental health professional. So it would be presumptuous of me to second-guess your therapist with regard to the cause of your need to wear diapers. So I won't go there. I wish you well...